I’m putting in about 30 hrs/week and still pretty broke, I’m just trying to make enough to get my parents out of that joke, that joke they call work cause they’re getting too old, its as if they made a deal with the devil and their souls have been sold. I just want them to retire and do nothing but relax, but that can’t really happen till our bank accounts are to the max. To the point where they can’t hold anymore of our cash, then we’d be telling the whole world to bow down and kiss our ass. I just want my brothers to have a better future than I’ll ever have. They deserve the world cause they’ve always been living behind my back. When I say that I mean they always get the hand me downs, now they deserve the kingdom and the big ol fancy crowns. I’ll pass them the throne when I feel they should have it, I hope they take it and pass it down to the next that deserves it. That should be our kids cause the kids are the future, and that should be taken seriously like a crack within a suture. I hope I get my family out of this mess and out of the struggle, the only way it will happen is if I shut up and do nothing but hustle.
this is my shit. this instrumental is crazy.
I think to myself wow, what an amazing view. I’m sitting here wondering how truly blessed one is to see this sight. I look out my eyes and see the horizon as it is setting. I see the pure, transparent blue water as it makes its way closer and closer till its touches my skin, and what do you know it feels like a kiss from above.
So, tonight I was talking to this girl that I haven’t spoke to really in a while. And she says that I’ve changed throughout the time we haven’t spoken and I seemed to have a confused face and thought about it. So I asked why? Then she claims that, my words of choice are different. That I sound like someone different, someone trying to do big things in the near future. She felt an attraction towards me about it for some reason. Well, maybe I am changing, changing for the better and taking time to understand things clearer. I’m glad we had a little conversation, makes me feel a lot better as a person. I do wish her the best with her future l, as I see her having a greater future than she even sees. Thank you again for the talk tonight. I sure have missed you too.
Trying to kill an hour or so before going to work, maybe I should take a nap.